Start of October ON Wednesday 2 October 2013 AT 15:34
The beginning of October has been great for me. I am inspired to do many things because I think I just developed my first real crush. It's not like the ordinary crush on celebrity. It's different. I really want to impress this guy or at least notice me a little that he makes me want to work hard on my studies and do the best that I can in everything. Never have I felt such bliss in studying or doing hard work. Never have I blushed like crazy in just thinking about a guy or talking about him.
A little info about him: Chinese. 20 years old. Psychology Major. Tall. Adorable. Kind. Forgetful.
The first time we met, he forgot my name. The second time, he still forgot it. I don't think he knows me.
It is a little heartbreaking because he doesn't know my name or probably not remember my face at all. But just seeing him every day, making me want to be noticed by him, I think it's a blessing in disguise. Because of him, I found a new direction in my academics. I feel more responsible and I feel like I can handle more responsibility because of him. How amazing is that?
Mood: Inspired
Currently: Preparing for school, doing homework
Featured Bishie: Oz Bezarius
Name: Cara
Dirtified is my new personal blogging site starting September 20 of 2013. Before, I used to have an account using blogger which was still-doll-princess. I forgot the password to that account so I moved to tumblr. After blogging there for a couple of years, it never felt right. I have a couple of blogs on tumblr but I keep abandoning them. I was known as a-memory-in-my-heart, swirly-hearts, realityandwonderland, risviel, vanillaparfum, sweetly-vanilla, dolceberrie, f-asionality and dirtified on tumblr. Every time I change my url, it's a new blogstyle. So I kept changing and changing my style but I can't find the right one. Hopefully, I'll be staying here on blogger for good.
Travel to Japan 